ME,ME ME AND, ONLY ME

I want to be heard
I want not to listen,
Its everything about me,
Let everything else be,
It is always ME,ME,ME,AND ONLY ME

Triffles n loose talk,
I fight against all might,
Never do i look beyond,
The egoistic screen on my eye,
I make evryone cry.

I never had intentions,to inflict pain,
But what i got is, what i gave.

I make it bleak n dark,
But the darkness within me,
No one sees it like me.
I din get what i wanted,
I din expect what i got.

Who said life is fair?
Happiness here is rare.
Darkness n silhouettes is what i see,
All ready to swallow me.

Why should i care?
Why should i be fair?
But everything is made in a pair,
If there's darkness,
Light also has its share.

To see it or ignore it,
Is your own perspective.
BUt to live in either one,
Is just being highly prejudicial,
About the other side.


It has always been like this,
And will be so,
To change or crib is ur call,
It is you who will decide
How you take the Fall?
To get up or to be drowned forever,
It's the mind which gives power.
To soar higher or to go lower,
The flight is more important,
Than the height.


If's n But's are prevelant,
But are not permanent.
It is always ME,ME ME AND, ONLY ME
Who will decide what I be.

did what i had to..

Smoke made me fly in the sky,
Up i went n soared high,
Ecstacy filled my blood,my nerves,
For quick elation it sure serves.

With Depressed life and lost hope,
Had a saddened soul with no scope,
To up my spirits i began to dope.

Bloodshot eyes,slurred speech,
But satisfaction it did impeach,
Just as things looked out of reach,
Thought of giving life this breach.

But what could i do when weaned
From the affection that i need
What i did was act of defiance,
A bravado it seemed to me.

Finally it was my own call,
With no remorse or regret,
I feel what i wanted i did get,
Adages they showered on me,
What i did ,did with glee.